Still on the Couch

I emailed with my friend Sarah yesterday and noticed just how much bitching I've been doing. I talked with my friend Randy last night after a little 1776 and So You Think You Can Dance and I have lost my confidence again. I was doing so well, so I think I lost it after I sprained my ankle and was no longer teaching at UC Davis. Then when On the Town closed and I found myself in a messy apartment with an ankle that still hurts and no jobs in sight, I kinda hit rock bottom.

I currently have an active citation from the CHP and a parking ticket from the City of Berkeley. I am fighting my old landlord due to deductions in my security deposit and I am getting nowhere with Unemployment, Workman's Comp and most of the headshots, resumes and CVs I've sent out. All I really want to do is sit on the couch and watch movies and drink lots from our well stocked bar.

But there is good news on the horizon. Our apartment is truly shaping up and we have not been drinking up a storm anymore. I went down to the Hall of Justice BY MYSELF in SF to deal with my citation and my confidence is starting to come back.

My ankle sometimes feels great and sometimes I feel a little hurt on the inside bone. I just want to know if I am damaging it or just have to get used to a little discomfort.

Anyway, I just took a break to bitch to my Dad and also called my old landlord to remind her about the check and the documentation. Fingers crossed that I am on the way up. Here's a bottle of water to health and employment.