There's no reason on Earth that I should still be up. I have been going non-stop since 8:15am and I hit my brain freeze about 4 hours ago. I guess I am stubborn. And just don't want to leave the couch. As I proceed on my path I have started asking myself "how does that serve me?" If it doesn't I have started the process of letting go. I am tired of struggling, so I need things that either pay the bills or feed my soul. Hopefully both.
However these decisions are hard, so what I've wanted to do almost all day is just hide away. I wondered what would happen if I just stopped answering my phone. There were a series of people who needed me today, but I just didn't want it. I wanted to play and relax. I did get a little bit of down time with Christine and Genia today. And I have to say that was awesome. I also took Christine up on her offer to be my Life Coach and me hers. I think it's a good match and there will be no money exchanging hands. We know each other so well and can really challenge each other. I am a little worried about what will come next. I feel like I'm on another precipice. (Oh gosh, I spelled that right!) And the next 6 months will be truly telling.
Here's to them!
Gratitiudes:
1. sunny skies
2. Christine and her friendship
3. good music
4. cooking skillz
5. DVR
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