For someone that counts her blessing many days - I had a hard time posting my gratitudes on Facebook yesterday. I saw the long lists of what people where thankful for and I just could not say the same. I don't have a great job, a great love, I do not feel settled in my life and I certainly do not have a strong support system.
But when we went around the table last night at Allison and Scott's house, I could certainly say that it was great being back with my family.
And even though I got "stuck" playing with the small children, I ate good food, drank good wine and had a laugh or two. I have a roof over my head, food when I need it, money trickling in and people who do care about me.
I do sense change a-coming. And it may be in two weeks or 2 months but it will come. I just think I need to figure out what will give me the most happiness and the biggest amount of gratitude and just do it.
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